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It's so hard to struggle with myself daily, not knowing what will happen tomorrow, who I will be tomorrow, and most importantly how I will feel tomorrow. That's something that always scares me. I'm always so moody and lately I feel worse than usual again. Last weekend I had a good time with my closest friends, but once I got home I stayed up all night thinking. I felt something was wrong again. My head was hurting and my body too. An empty hole was again spacing through me. When this happens, I usually stop and think about every stupid thing that during the day could have taken a place inside me and have evolved growing bigger in bigger taking the most part of my mood and leading me to misinterpretating some of my feelings. The truth is that I don't feel bad for stupid things happening in the daily routine. They are just a coverage of what I really feel bad for. I blame stupid things in order to escape from my pain. I think many of us do that...